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one nation under Obama

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National Abortion Rights Action League (NARAL) called for the party to unite behind Mr Obama.

“Sen. Obama has a fully pro-choice record, and we are confident that as president he will be a champion for women’s reproductive rights.”

On this page of NARAL you can watch a short video explaining the reasons why they decided to promote Obama as their candidate: Senator Obama has 100% record on voting for women’s reproductive rights, while Sen. McCain has 0%.

In Sen. Obama’s own words: (full statement here)

“I have consistently advocated for reproductive choice and will make preserving women’s rights under Roe v. Wade a priority as President. I oppose any constitutional amendment to overturn the Supreme Court’s ruling in this case.

Mrs. Clinton is disappointed that she did not get the NARAL endorsement.

In the past, Sen Obama voted against the Born Alive Infant Protection Act (he was for an option: baby born alive during abortion procedure will not be helped and will be left to die). He also opposed the Supreme Court decision that finally upheld the Partial-Birth Abortion Ban Act (he was for partial abortion - after baby’s body is delivered, and it’s head is still in the birth canal, the abortionist sucks baby’s brain out). He says this is ok:

As charismatic, uniting and charming as Obama can be, I can not believe that people in this country can be so naive or plainly deceived to follow him as the one who will bring the better tomorrow. What will it cost us? This can’t be ignored or put as number 6. on the list of issues which are crucial. So we might become better of, than in the “Sicko” documantary, we might have cheaper gasoline in our cars, we might feel better, believing again in a sleek persona leading us to trust again in “one nation”… but it’s not gonna be a nation “under God”.

If you are a Christian, and you are thinking about voting for Mr. Obama as your Commander and Chief, please send me a note, how can you justify that…

Last news: Catholic arcbishop Naumann, asked Kansas governor Sebelius to refrain from Communion for abortion support. Simply saying, one can’t belong to Christ, if one is consistently pro-abortion. Communion in Catholic church is receiving the life of Christ Himself and one has not only confess his sins, but also needs to have a contrite heart and pursue the process of satisfaction for the sins committed, if it’s possible (if you have stolen, give it back), in order to be able to receive Communion. Mrs. Sebelius wants to be pro-abortion and wants to receive Communion. Not possible.

Pole, German, Russian

babcia [bah-b-cha] - grandma in Polish

I’ve called my babcia today. She is 92. We chatted for a while. I don’t even know how it got to the topic, but I started to ask her about the times when she came back from Germany, after almost 6 years of forced labor.

babcia’s hands

During WWII, about 12 million people were taken to Germany for a slave work, about 2/3 form Easter European countries. It was human trafficking at it’s most organized, legalized form. Hitler’s Lebensraum idea concerned expanding the pure German, Aryan population toward the eastern territories. He considered Slavic (Poles, Russians, Serbs) nations (as well as Jews, Gypsies, Africans, homosexuals, prostitutes, criminals, disabled) as Untermenschen (sub-humans in German), inferior to the German race, needed to be get rid of.

The sub-human, that biologically seemingly complete similar creation of nature with hands, feet and a kind of brain, with eyes and a mouth, is nevertheless a completely different, dreadful creature. He is only a rough copy of a human being, with human-like facial traits but nonetheless morally and mentally lower than any animal. Within this creature there is a fearful chaos of wild, uninhibited passions, nameless destructiveness, the most primitive desires, the nakedest vulgarity. Sub-human, otherwise nothing. For all that bear a human face are not equal. Woe to him who forgets it. (from a pamphlet “Sub-h

uman” printed and distributed by The Race and Settlement Head Office in 1942 in Germany)

Hitler was determined to enslave and eventually kill all of the Slavs, take their territories and make Germans it’s inhabitants forever. His Generalplan Ost document was a well planned genocide. Extermination of all Poles was carefully planned. It would require about 20 years, from 1941, to wipe out the whole population of about 40 million Poles. By 1952, only 4 million Poles would be still alive as slaves of Nazi Germany.

After invading Poland in 1939, Germans and Russians alike were specifically looking into killing the elites of intelligentsia, political & military leaders and clergy of Poland. From the history of our country, when it ceased to exist for over 120 years in XVIII-XIX centuries, they knew that what helped Poles survived was our faith, strong family values and underground education. These specific groups were targeted to wipe us out of the map of the world forever.

My grandma was one of those Poles, decided to be used as a slave in a German farm, until she could work. What fate would meet her later, no one knew. She was in her late 20-ties, taken by force to Germany and worked for almost 6 years. She was used to hard work before, her mom died when she was just 9 years old. I don’t know much about the kind of work she had to do. I know that they had one meal a day, worked all day long. After 6 years, they were released to go back to Poland.

She came back with my grandfather, pregnant with my aunt. And this is the story, I never heard before.

When they came to the city of Wroclaw, they were looking for a place to stay. There were Russians and Poles there, who liberated the city, German population who did not have time to escape, Polish repatriates form the East (Russians were given Eastern Polish territories in Jalta, Roosevelt and Churchill did not protest Stalin in his greed for more civilized land; millions of people had to relocate; Wroclaw was the city, where Germans had to leave in order for Poles kicked out from the East, to live in). There were Polish partisants, German wondering soldiers, Russians and disoriented Poles looking for houses to settle in.

my babcia and my aunt

My grandma and grandpa picked a house on the outskirts of Wroclaw. Unexpectedly they met an elderly German couple still living in one of the apartments upstairs. They did not have time or anybody to help them to relocate, although the decree of deportation was in motion. This elderly couple was pretty scared. Before and during the war they lived in the basement of the house, which was occupied by different people. Their children were not allowed to go to the garden or play in the yard around the house. They were considered poor and not wanted to be seen by the tenants.

My grandma, who just returned from a slave work for Germans, said that they can live together and help each other. The couple was grateful.

When the time came for her to give birth to my aunt, the couple went to look for a midwife. They walked for few hours, trying to find her from house to house. A neighbour heard some noise, and seeing my grandma in labor, went out to the street and stopped some Russian truck. There was a Russian medic, who came and discovered my grandmother laying with her newborn baby daughter by her side, with her umbilical cord still attached. They were laying there for 3 hours. He cut the cord and left.

During the next few months, the German couple helped my grandma with the baby, while she was trying to get water and food for all of them day by day.

I listened to this story today and I was stunned. My grandma said only: there are people and not-so-people-like human beings. Wherever you are, you need to help others.

After many years, it was decided that Germany will pay compensations for those who were used in slave labor during WWII and were still alive. In a year 2000, I think, she got about $300.

Evangelical Manifesto

Even TIME recognizes Evangelicals influence upon every aspect of life in USA. In 2007 Evangelicals constituted about 29 % of population in USA (Catholics 25%, main line Protestants 14%). Called to existence in 1942, National Association of Evangelicals gathered many, and today includes about 60 denominations with 45, 000 churches under it’s wings. They are more heard about and more Media covered than other Christian groups. They are not easily defined and vary from country to country.

Evangelical Manifesto has been released. It’s been worked on for 3 years and it should open up a discussion, reform the image of the Evangelicals in USA, call them to the rededicate their lives to Christ and possibly unite those who identify themselves with this group.

It is trying to redefine the core of evangelicalism, moving it from a politically obsessed right doers toward Christ fascinated, Sermon of the Mount followers, wanting to be

“defined theologically, and not politically, socially, or culturally.”

Recognizing it’s stand with time relevant causes (Wilberforce among others are mentioned) in the past, Manifesto calls Evangelicals for separation from any political views which lead to the peculiar position of being owned by it, and into the

“allegiance higher than party, ideology, economic system, and nationality.”

According to the Manifesto, Evangelicals should oppose theocracy, prefer “religious liberty for people of all faiths”, warning at the same time against European animosity toward any religious influences upon society. It also recognizes the age of Internet, as the globalization creeps upon every human being tempting the hearts with secularism as well as religious extremism.

Article by Os Guiness, regarding the Manifesto.

Sendler’s list - Catholic woman rescued 2,500 Jewish children

“Whoever saves a single life, it is as if he had saved the whole world.” (Talmud)

Today Irena Sendler (Sendlerowa) died. She was 98.

During the WWII she saved about 2,500 Jewish children from Warsaw’s Ghetto. All of them survived the war. She is recognized as “Righteous among the nations” and was nominated for a Nobel Prize in 2007. Her story below.

She was raised in a family, where her father, a doctor, was helping poor Jewish children in a town of Otwock, Poland.

In 1939, after German invasion, Nazis forbid to offer any help to Jews, but Irena decided otherwise and started to help those who needed it.

In Poland the population of Polish Jews was estimated at about about 3,000 000 before the war. Warsaw was the largest Jewish city in Europe, with 375,000 Jews. After forming Warsaw Ghetto, non-Jewish Poles were forbidden to enter. In occupied Poland, help offered to Jews in any form was punishable by death, it was the most severe legislation in occupied Europe.

Nazis, being afraid of contagious diseases, gave permits to some Poles to bring minimal medical resources. Irena was a social medical worker and was granted such a permit. That was the door of opportunity that Irena Sendler used to save the Jewish children, who otherwise would end up starving to death, would be killed inside the Ghetto or brought to concentration camps for extermination.

Zegota (Council for Aid to Jews)

During the beginnings of massive deportations from ghetto (1942), Zofia Kossak, Polish writer, published a “Protest” which influenced and united many Poles in the efforts of helping Jews. Fragments of this document:

All perish. Poor and rich, old, women, men, youngsters, infants, Catholics dying with the name of Jesus and Mary together with Jews. Their only guilt is that they were born Jewish condemned to extermination by Hitler.

The world is looking at these atrocities, the most horrible throughout the whole history of mankind, and is silent.

England is silent, so is America, even the international Jewry is silent, usually so sensitive to all harm to their people. Silent are Poles.

We are required by God to protest. God who forbids us to kill. We are required by out Christian consciousness. Every human being has the right to be loved by his fellowmen. Blood of the defenceless cries to heaven for revenge. Those who oppose our protest - are not Catholics.

Children in Warsaw Ghetto

Within few months, an underground Polish organization was formed, called Zegota, operated under Polish Government in Exile. Non-Jews and Jews cooperated together, uniting people form many different political backgrounds. It was the only government-financed organization in Europe set up specifically to aid Jews. Polish government in England was trying desperately to send the news toward the whole world about this situation, and hoping for financial support. The results were not satisfying, but they never stopped in sending funds to help Jews in hiding, even if the sums were humble and not significant. It is estimated that by the end of the war Zegota helped for 40,000 - 50,000 Jews (numbers vary, are hard to determined).

Irena was directing Children’s Bureau of Zegota, which was responsible for rescuing Jewish children, placing them in safety and caring for them continually. Irena was the planning strategist behind the action. To get one child saved, about ten people were needed, she estimated. People who helped were risking their own and their family lives. Her nickname was “Jolanta”.

No one refused

Newborns and toddlers were smuggled sedated, put in the wooden fruit crates, potato sacks, even coffins, often delivered to the tram driver, who drove the vehicle through the Ghetto to the Polish side of Warsaw or just carried away through the gate.

As unimaginable as it sounds, kids who were 5-6 years old, were putting their bare feet into the shoes of the factory workers and covered with their long coats, marched together, hidden from the factory to the Aryan side. Kids were smuggled through cellars and sewage canals.

Saved children’s documents were falsified of course. Irena was thinking how and where to keep all of the real names of the children, in order to find their families after the war and return them, if possible. She wrote the names of the children on small scraps of papers and was hiding them in glass jars. She kept those jars under an apple tree in a neighbour’s house across the street. She practised throwing the jars outside her window, in case of Gestapo invading her apartment. One day, she heard banging on the door. Frantically she wanted to throw the jar with the names outside, but the whole house was surrounded by the Gestapo. She gave the jar to her visiting friend, who hid it in her underwear.

Warsaw, Ghetto deportation

She was arrested by Gestapo in October 1943, put to the harshest prison, Pawiak and tortured. She couldn’t be broken, and did not reveal any names of people involved in rescuing Jews or any Jewish children’s name in hiding. Her legs and feet were fractured during interrogations.

While in prison, in the midst of the prison’s hey bed, she found a picture of Jesus, known among the Catholic believers as an Image of a Divine Mercy, with the words “Jesus, I trust in you” . She kept this picture and cherished it for years, later on sent it to the Polish Pope John Paul II during His first historical visit to Poland.

Finally she was sentenced for death. On the day of her execution, she was led by a prison guard to the execution square, and unexpectedly released to a crowded street behind the heavy gate. Zegota paid the guard huge bribe to let her go. Her name figured on a list of people killed, she read the announcement herself. Later on, Germans discovered that she was not killed and were pursuing her to the end of the war. She had to live in hiding.

According to Irena, the greatest heroes of these rescue missions were not the rescuers, but the mothers of the children, who intuitively sensed the end of their lives approaching and knew that was the only way for their beloveds to be saved from the horror of extermination. She always wanted to write a story about the Jewish mothers, who had to make such a tragic decision, entrusting their kids in the hands of people whom they would probably never meet. Mothers would ask, what guarantee they had for their children survival. The answer Irena provided was as frightening as the whole world around them: zero guarantee. She couldnt even promise safe smuggling behind the walls of Ghetto.

She personally had oversee about 10 apartments where Jews were hidden. Most of the children were sent to the Catholic convents and orphanages. She said:

“No one has ever refused to take and save a Jewish child from me”

Sometimes they had to change childrens housing. On one occasion she was asked by a small boy: “How many mothers can a child have? This one will be my third one”.

After the war, she recovered the jars with the children’s names and found every child. Most of the parents of the children rescued by Irena died in Treblinka camp.

From an interview in U.S. News:

What was the most frightening moment?

When I saw a priest in charge of an orphanage for Jewish children in the ghetto walk with them out to be killed. The children were in their best Sunday suits. The priest was killed with them.

Forgotten. “I did so little”

After the war, Irena turned to helping young girls coming back from concentration camps. She was trying to help foreign girls who were becoming prostitutes in the remaining ruins of Warsaw to get educated and start a new life.

Because of her involvement with the non-communist organizations during the war, she was interrogated. She went to a premature labor, and as a result her son was stillborn.

For the next 50 years the public did not know of her heroic acts. She was still helping some of the rescued Jewish children. She worked as a humble social worker and a school teacher. She did not belong to the Communist Party, and probably that’s why her story was not known, neither published for so long.

Even her own children did not know the details of her rescuing mission. Her own daughter was removed from the list of the University, just one day after passing the entrance exams, and then she asked: “Mom, what have you done in life?”. In those times, any involvement of the parents during the WWII in non-communist organizations in the past was seen as threatening influence to the students evolving political and moral ideology.

In 1965 she accorded the title of Righteous Among the Nations by the Yad Vashem organization in Jerusalem. She was not allowed by Communist authorities to travel then to receive her reward.

In 1967 she was forced to retire, at the age of 57, because she was heard rejoicing after Israel has won the conflict in the region.

She visited Israel in 1983 and in 1991 she was made an honorary citizen of Israel.

Irena in the middle, visiting school in Tel Aviv in Israel in 1983.

To the last days of her life she remembered almost everything. On March 15 2007 Irena Sendler was named a national hero by a Polish Parliament.

“I want the Jewish community to know that there was resistance and a spirit among the Jews in the ghetto.”

Association of “Children of the Holocaust” quotes Irena saying:

In conclusion let me stress most emphatically that we who were rescuing children are not some kind of heroes. Indeed, that term irritates me greatly.

The opposite is true - I continue to have qualms of conscience that I did so little.

Irena Sendler’s tree in Yad Vashem


Remembered

Irena’s story was read by a group of students in Uniontown, Kansas. They decided to make a play called “Life in a jar”. The play is still going on.

The project drew the media attention and students visited Irena Sendlerowa in Poland.

When people form Hollywood came to visit Irena Sendler, hoping to make a movie about her in the future, she ask them:

Make this movie to help Americans understand, what this war really was, what was ghetto like, what kind of fight there was. And that everyone watching it would cry.

Mother of the Holocaust Children

In 2004 first biography of Irena Sendler was published under a title “Mother of the Holocaust Children - The story of Irena Sendler” by Anna Mieszkowska. It was translated into Hebrew and German.


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Sympozjum Uwielbienia 2008 w IHOP-KC

Zaproszenie

IHOP-KC Comission przedstawia
SYMPOZJUM UWIELBIENIA 2008

Sympozjum uwielbienia jest przeznaczone dla osob, ktore posiadajac juz doswiadczenie przywodztwa duchowego, muzycznego czy wokalnego w dziedzinie uwielbienia pragna poglebic nie tylko swoja muzyczna wiedze teoretyczna, ale takze swietowac i przezywac intensywnie obecnosc Chrystusa wsrod wierzacych z krajow calego swiata w Bazie Misyjnej IHOP-KC.

Program jest skonstruowany w taki sposob, aby uczestnicy mogli zarowno poczuc sie integralna czescia IHOP-KC, zintensyfikowac swoja relacje z Panem-Oblubiencem, jak i podniesc poziom swoich umiejetnosci praktycznych w sferze uwielbienia.

Z tego powodu tez ilosc miejsc jest ograniczona, aby kazdemu uczestnikowi poswiecic jak najwiecej uwagi.

Jezeli nie nalezysz do zespolu uwielbienia, lecz znasz osoby zaangazowane w te posluge, zachecamy do przeslania tego zaproszenia osobom, ktore wedlug Ciebie moga byc zainteresowane.

Instruktorzy

Eddie James
Dyrektor Akademii Muzycznej Forerunner w IHOP-KC (FMA), wieloletni lider uwielbienia, kompozytor, jeden z glownych liderow uwielbienia w IHOP-KC i theCall, tworca zespolowych sesji uwielbieniowych wkomponowujacych taniec i pantomime.

Derek Loux

Zalozyciel FMA, obecnie dyrektor asystent i nauczyciel w FMA, podrozuje z theCall prowadzac uwielbienie i nauczajac. Przed przybyciem do IHOP-KC podrozowal jako profesjonalny muzyk, autor i kompozytor piosenek. Przez 4 lata byl dyrektorem Domu Modlitwy w Indianapolis w USA.

Julie Meyer
Kompozytorka, lider uwielbienia w IHOP-KC od poczatku jego powstania. Instruktorka w FMA. Podrozuje po USA prowadzac seminaria i sesje uwielbieniowe.

oraz inni nauczyciele z IHOP-KC.

Bedzie to niezwykle cenna okazja do poznania najbardziej doswiadczonych liderow uwielbienia z IHOP-KC, zadawania pytan dotyczacych strony duchowej jak i muzycznej ich poslugi. Takich okazji nie ma wiele, dlatego jestesmy wdzieczni instruktorom za ich czas ukierunkowany na poslugiwanie osobom z krajow spoza USA.

W Programie:

Sala modlitwy

  • modlitwa osobista
  • studium Pisma Sw.
  • obserwacja zespolow uwielbienia

Sesje nauczan

  • kształcenie w ramach modelu “Harfy i Czaszy”
  • teologia uwielbienia

Warsztaty

  • vocal
  • gitara
  • instrumenty klawiszowe
  • uwielbienie prorocze

Konspekty z sesji nauczan, materialy dodatkowe zwiazane z IHOP-KC.

Sesje nauczan w ramach Sympozjum oraz sesje nauczan w ramach nabozenstw IHOP-KC beda tlumaczone na jezyk polski.

W czasie trwania Sympozjum bedziesz miec mozliwosc poznania i wymiany doswiadczen z liderami uwielbienia z innych krajow zainteresowanych i uczestniczacych w dzialalnosci poslug modlitewnych.

Program jest bardzo intensywny, zajecia wypelnia calkowicie kazdy dzien kursu.

Rejestracja i kontakt:

commission@ihop.org

Zgloszenia prosimy wysylac na powyzszy adres podajac:
1. Imie i Nazwisko
2. Wiek
3. Adres
4. Nazwe Kosciola / Wspolnoty
5. Adres mailowy
6. Czy posiadasz wazna wize do USA?

Pytania w jezyku polskim prosze kierowac na adres:
majorchange@gmail.com

Informacje

KIEDY:
21 lipca - 1 sierpnia 2008

GDZIE:
IHOP, Kansas City

DLA KOGO:
osoby zaangazowane i doswiadczone w zespołach uwielbienia (muzycy, prowadzący uwielbienie, spiewacy)

ZAKWATEROWANIE:
we własnym zakresie, najdogodniejsze: IHOP-KC Herrnhut

WYZYWIENIE:
we wlasnym zakresie (wynajmujac mieszkanie w apartamentach Herrnhut masz do dyspoyzcji wlasna kuchnie).
Na terenie bazy misyjnej IHOP-KC istnieje kawiarenka (salatki, kanapki, napoje, ciastka, zupy).

KOSZT PROGRAMU:
300 USD plus 10 USD oplata rejestracyjna

ILOSC MIEJSC:
ograniczona ze wzgledu na warsztatowy charakter zajec. Decyduje kolejnosc zgloszen.

DOKUMENTACJA:
Potrzebny jest wazny paszport oraz wiza. Informacje wizowe:
wiza do USA
W razie podjecia decyzji o przyjezdzie nalezy niezwlocznie ubiegac sie o wize.

Jezeli tylko finanse stoja na przeszkodzie Twojego uczestnictwa w Sympozjum Uwielbienia 2008, zachecamy Cie do modlitwy i aktywnego poszukiwania sponsorow. Przedstaw swoja sytuacje pasterzowi Twojego kosciola/wspolnoty, malej grupy, denominacji/formacji duchowej.

Linki

FMA
IHOP-KC Comission

Wierzymy, ze Sympozjum Uwielbienia pomoze wszystkim zainteresowanym w glebszym poznaniu Pana takim, jakim On jest, przyblizy nas do realiow nieba i wiecznosci oraz pomoze nam w zrozumieniu rzeczywistosci modlitwy 24/7.

Zespol IHOP-KC Comission
oraz Instruktorzy FMA


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Girls for sale

New York Times regular columnist, Mr. Nicholas D. Kristof, double winner of the Pulitzer Price, had a very interesting experience with the attempts of rescuing young girls from Cambodian world of human sex trafficking. This page from New York Times offers few articles describing his efforts and the fate of the two girls, who were sold into prostitution, and bought out with cash by Mr. Kristof. Worth reading. Video (a series of videos)of this and related stories from Cambodia.

Also, a video about a Pakistani woman escaping from a brothel.

wordless confrontation

Click on these pictures to read the stories behind them.

insane. Fritzl case again

I did not want to write about it again, but after reading this article quoting the interview of Josef Fritzl with his lawyer, published as an attempt to somehow justify man’s actions, I must say, that Mr. Josef’s explanations are quite lame.

Blaming his childhood upbringing in a Nazi society and his mother’s strong personality for his tendencies to be extraordinarily firm and demanding… Blaming his daughter, Elisabeth, for paving the road to her imprisonment by herself, by associating with the wrong crowd, drinking and smoking… Blaming her for being too independent, getting out of his control… Blaming his mind entering into the “vicious cycle, where there is no way out”. Blaming his lack of control in regards to raping his daughter often and regularly…

His attempts to gain any bits of sympathy from us, who labeled him as a monster, are endless. His confession of a desire to release the prisoners, stories about bringing them flowers, presents and Christmas trees, his story times about the life “outside”, even about his wife Rosemarie being sad not having a contact with her daughter; his care for his daughter well being while pregnant as a result of constant rapes, by allowing her to get educated in the subject of prenatal care and birth and by providing her the necessities to survive this whole time; saying touchy words about building a “new family”, bonding times with them, about providing a washing machine and other luxurious equipment… it’s all sickening. It’s nothing else but keeping control over his slaves, delivering to them bare survival kit day by day, year by year. It’s nithing else but shameless admittance of his conscious and focused, deliberate exploitation of others in order to feed his demonic rage, perversion and desires.

He dismisses some parts of Elisabeth’s testimony. But guess what, no matter what she says, the whole world will believe her. It’s her time to speak up, her time to decide, her time to explain, her time to be number one. It’s also her time to forgive.

We’ve heard enough from Mr. Fritzl. We are ready to hear from the hero herself.

This whole mumbling of his convinces me even more in a fact, that he knew exactly what he was doing, what were the consequences of such a behavior, and with that in mind he continued in his depravity. He wanted this life of 8,516 days of torture to continue.

If the Austrian court will decide that this explanation qualifies as a valid testimony of a person who can’t be judged because of his incompatibility with the ‘main stream society’ morals, then let’s examine the other millions who grew up in the same political, cultural and family circumstances. Let’s see how many Josefs we can find.

If the Austrian court will decide he is insane, they are insane and we live in an insane world.

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Bella

Finally I watched “Bella”.

Vivid colors, seems like a slow pace story, but how truly resembles the reality of time passing, decision making, consequences revealing. Cool shots and nice music wrap ups.

The message is so innocently positive, although the story has many hidden tragedies, that it is hard not to think about celebrating life given as a gift to live it fully once again.

Vary few movies can express such passions without relating to some extreme scenes, in order to lure the public. Very few can depict family’s history as this in one scene, portraying it with hope and charismatic love.

It’s not an action, adventure movie. It does not have a plot which will keep you on the edge of your seat. But it has something that I needed. Hope in goodness, charity, love. It brings healing.

tears in a bottle

until the shadows flee away

raise me up to the firmness of your rare whispers

until the shadows flee away

offer me a breath formed out of the twisters of your never-ending life

until the shadows flee away

return my present to the past broken crystal tears

until the shadows flee away

collect every drop of shackled misery in your bottle of memories

i see the reflection of my-panicked-self

in the mirrored bare salted tears

why does it seem so drastically familiar

until i reach the crack leading to the sea of glass

hide me behind your muslin veil of presence

make a new label for the bottle

with a prolonged term of use

I thirst

You have kept record of my days of wandering.

You have stored my tears in your bottle and counted each of them.

Ps 56:8

horror in Austria. update 2. Elizabeth and Josef Fritzl

Part 1

Part 2

There was a press conference. More facts were revealed about Josef Fritzl. The cellar which he kept his daughter and her children in for years, was built by himself during 6 years period prior to imprisoning Elizabeth. That’s the time he started to rape Elizabeth regularly. He liked it so much and he wanted it to continue for his whole life. Building the dungeon was a way for this heinous crime to be continued. He forced his daughter to help him built the room inside. The cellar had 8 doors, the last two electronically monitored.

For the first 2 days of her captivity Elizabeth was handcuffed to a pole, for the next 9 months, she was kept on a leash, which allowed her only to use the toilet. He raped her about every three days. For the first 9 years Elizabeth and her 3 children were kept in one room, 35m2 (380 square feet), originally designed to be a nuclear shelter. After the 4th child was born, he added 20m2. That suggests that the children were present in the room when he was raping his own daughter year after year. There were also punishment cells in the cellar, with nothing else but bare walls.

He installed a goldfish tank for them to enjoy and he was giving them supplements of vitamin D.

The psychiatric clinic where the family is kept for now.

In the hospital: the family is reuniting daily for meals and play. They are slowly being exposed to the sunlight. Their skin is very pale. Both boys, who spend all their life in the dungeon learned everything they know from their mother or from the TV. They use a mixture of words and communicate with noises that are a mixture of growling and cooing. 5 year old Felix prefers to crawl, although can walk upright. Elisabeth thought them to read and write, but lost a lot of her knowledge. Elisabeth looks as old as her mother.

Josef. He is in prison. He is obsessed with following all the news regarding his case. His lawyer will present the case of mental illness and/or insanity. His fellow prisoners are threatening to kill him. He is in a single cell, with a window, and, his lawyer says: “He is a broken man”.

19 year old Kirsten is still in coma. She has never been seen by the doctor or a dentist before. She has lost almost all her teeth.

From the news coverage on May 7th we hear Josef denying him being a monster, being cooperative with the prosecutors and saying, that “if not for him, they all would die”.

How long will it take for these victims to even emerge as dignified human beings? Will they be able to forgive? Will they be able to enter into “normal” society and every day life? How strong is Elizabeth that she can even enjoy life as it is now? What will Josef’s wife do? How are the children going to relate to each other in the future? I have many questions…

22 weeks. the movie in the making

Forerunner Films has been making a documentary about this story ( a woman having a baby in the bathroom of an abortion clinic, trying to save the baby after initially wanting to kill it). They started 3 days ago and they should be finished tomorrow night.

It started with a vision which a guy called Ángel Manuel Soto had carried for some time. Ángel is an intercessory missionary at IHOP-KC and a freelance videographer. He also attends The Call Institute (TCI) directed by Lou Engle.

He shared this story with theCall class. Lou Engle and others started to pray for the vision to become reality in the making. This vision became Angel’s obsession (some people would use the more appropriate word CALLING). People prayed. In the natural it seemed impossible. No equipment, no money. People prayed. After one of the meetings one girl approached him and offered an amount which was like an injection of faith to look forward to this project.

Then the story goes wild. Through some miraculous intervention, He gets an invitation to chat with the director of Bella movie. People prayed. He flies to Hollywood, spends some time with Alejandro Monteverde, director of Bella. He promises some help. People are praying really seriously now.

That’s how what was impossible a month ago, is happening right now. Cinematographer, a friend of Alejandro, flew in, and some of IHOP-KC’s Media crew (including my American husband) have been engaging in everything. With the budget they have, they had only 4 days for shooting (this will be the cheapest made documentary ever). They are busy, exhausted, overtired (yesterday they were shooting till 3 am) and overworked. But it’s all for His glory.

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